its the 25th of november so that means a week have already gone by since the last olevel paper. and i still have not found a job. so far i've only applied for golden village and IKEA and so far not even a single reply from either. are there too many people finding jobs out there or is it just me?

and i still have no idea what to write for my resume/portfolio. i've not organize any major event however i have participated in some but how can i use that to my advantage? and im such a mediocre canoeist. no seriously. i have achieved so little in my 4 yrs in temasek. no leadership position in anything although i really wanted to be a psl throughout the whole 4 yrs but nobody gave me a chance. but, instead of feeling bitter about it i'd just look on the bright side of things and am relief to say that i didnt have to work under sham in organizing major events. lol. im kidding. but she can be a very garang person if she wants to. not that i cant be one myself.


these few days have been a big blurry journey but i have enjoyed myself so much that once i stop and try to relax, i find that my whole body was aching. heck, i even slept on the shuttle bus back to tamps from IKEA. im just sitting crossed leg on my bed right now flipping throught my testimonial and achievement list. absolutely nothing to brag about except that i've completed 120 hours of cip, a2 for cca and gold for napfa. big freaking deal. its all so boring, boring, BORING.


talk about being the jack of all trades but master of none.


HOWEVER; i'll try to stop being such a mood killer because..


the photos from the studio came out absolutely fucking fantastic! ive already printed out my 2 pictures in 4R from the sony express machine and me, nani and adam look so sophisticated and well, HOT. i cant wait to show it off. lol. well, ive got to go now. tomorrow would be miss yati's wedding lunch and i would be at johor for the canoeing resort trip till wednesday; and i would be volunteering for child aid on wednesday and thursday night . im so excited!!!!! :)