i need to get on with my life alright. its about time that i do. and you're right of course. i just wanted, no, needed to pick a fight with you because i was bored out of my brains. books can no longer sustain my interest. too many restrictions testing my patience and its only a week into the holy month. am i being blasphemous or a victim of circumstance? neither i hope. im still enduring and i am stronger than this. just wait and see.

after 4 days lying around doing practically nothing but bits and pieces here and there. that's not bloody progress. and honey, think, calculate. it's 24 more days to the o's. subjects that im weak at are amaths, physics and history. history, i just need to work on content. physics, understand the concept and amaths, practise. hah. talking about it is way easier than putting it down on bloody pen and paper. and procrastination is still the theif of time.

snap out of it.