after months of not blogging (liar, its onli been a month), i would like to start of with how irritated i am with the endless amounts of pillows on my bed (liar, there is only 4)..

there i was harmlessly perched on the corner of my bed when 'SQUISH!', all of them came tumbling at me from all sides, shoving me from the left, almost pushing from my cross-legged position. just because i was wiggling for some space to sit on. i was ambushed by the things i regarded as my comrades whom i cradled with every single night. needless to say, i was disdainful, i felt betrayed and affronted! i am exaggerating..

i miss blogging about my irrelevance. it sometimes amazes me on how much nonsense i could spout in a matter of minutes. and the vocabulary! bravo sarah! mr tan would be so proud of self-centered old me who praises nobody but herslef. what a hypocrite! but what confidence! i can never be outspoken anywhere else but here. i can be anybody whom i wished to be. reality and me just doesnt seem to understand each other sometimes but who cares, i have Blogger! so up yours real world!

and who cares if nobody comes. there's nothing to see. to delusional homosapiens, and there's a lot out there, by the thousands even millions whom are like me, who rants about everything and anything via Blogger, livejournal, xanga, pitas etc., we just need something to vent our frustration into or upon, depends on how you view it.

however, im not giving a detailed explanation on why people blogged. i was just briefly (liar, it was >10 lines long) telling everybody, who does not come here in the first place, on why i finally come here, why i finally decided it was time to do the deed (not that deed!) after a long sabbatical. besides, maybe after this, i might not be blogging anymore, for a whole year perhaps, then nobody would know snipets of my life. not that im a news channel or anything. i just.. digress a lot.

and so, lets see what i've been up to during the past month. i was about to start talking about people around me but then i realise how cold i would be, not that i already wasnt, hah.. but somewhat evil-ish if i were to start. besides, this isnt CNN or BBC or any other alternative news channel. how i love to digress further.

during the past month,

1. i have acted in the teacher's day concert,
2. had a boyfriend and have also broken up in a short span of 3 weeks,
3. become best friends with alia, yet again, but this time, i did not neglect hannah because the last time i did, she was upset with me and was tight-lipped and gave me a very cold shoulder,
4. learn to manipulate my mother into buying more unecessary things to satisfy materialistic old me,
5. been nice to soh wei jie,
6. try to fit in with my class (4V),
7. start listening to black metal,
8. have a little pedophilic crush on a secondary 3 guy and gotten over it thankfully,
9. went for a hair treatment which burnt a hole in my months allowance,
10. read a really wonderful book titled 'prep' by curtis sittenfeld,
11. perpetually slammed my ipod on the floor till it became spoilt after being frustrated with it,
12. buy butterfly earrings which hurt when i sleep,
13. decided that 'bohemian rhapsody' by Queen was the best song ever made besides of course that song by nirvana and 'cobrastyle' by the teddybears and 'should i stay or should i go' by the clash

well, thats it then for nows. ouh yes, by the way, prelims have already started. i was so nervous for biology practical that i actually wet my pants. what a fool i was.

toodles then!