i'll never change for anyone.. and i wont want anyone to change for me.. i wouldnt want to cheat my own feelings.. i wont force myself to feel something for somebody whom i dont have any feelings for.. and i dont need to expose the reason behind my actions.. you either deserve it, or you dont.. and then maybe im not sorry.. thats just me.. i stick to the principles i believe in.. call me boring or my life monotonous.. i dont see the point of rushing into things.. theres got to be more to life than that.. i choose to live in the moment sometimes too.. i just feel that stricking the balance makes the most sense..

2 more months and im done.