im finally back to my bubbly old self.. no, not because i finally got good grades, or win a million dollars, but because i found out who i really am and what im going to be in life.. like finally! do you know how? by talking to God, and no, not because of the mole fengshui email my cousin gave me.. me and God have a special relationship and i choose to believe it even though He has special relatonships with everyone else.. ouh gawd.. that sounded a little wrong.. well i didnt mean it that way!
gosh.. its friggin hard with exams getting in the way.. yeaps.. nervous breakdown over, snide comments made, drop in self-esteem gotten over with, uncomfortable small talk with people would are so competitive that they would pee in their pants just to know your results..err.. not yet.. but will get there soon enough.. i've not met those kind but maybe in the future i would.. would be the highlight of my day to tell them off.. sad life..
so anyway.. these few days i keep hanging out with adam, hakim, nani and izzati.. kinda nice.. change of scene for a little bit.. hahax.. however, had to turn them down to a trip to parkway parade just now because i was feeling kinda sleepy and drowsy.. what do you expect.. spent the whole of last night doing the freaking 'bonding and structure organizer' that horizontally-challenged teacher of mine, who by the way, sees no hope of me doing chemistry.. frankly, she can take that comment and stuck it up her.. eh hem.. shall not continue..
besides.. will be seeing them tomorrow anyway.. sham, nuriman, adam, hakim, nani, izzati and me going to watch the da vinci code.. planning to sneak adam and hakim in.. the babies in the group.. and that makes me the oldest.. hahax.. must hang out with an older group in jc or poly and be the baby of the gang.. ahh.. what a sad..sad life i lead..
basically, a narcissis.