meeow..

that, my darlings, is my replacement of the usual greeting of 'hello'.. do not question its existence because even i, have no idea why its there. its just is. moving on. today was one helluva joyride. NOT. well, first of all theres cca, which, im sure everybody will agree with me, is bleeding tiring and unecessary esp. if you are in canoeing. however, God was on my side again today, somehow, evryday Friday because i had fun today. despite all odds. and it was not only during training, it was the whole day. today was... enlightening. P.E was weird. it was a weird game. my team kept scoring and since there really wasnt any hope of the other team scoring any goals, some of the gurls sat on the volleyball court and began talking about the future. how kang yu was going to be president, danial was supposedly the general of the army and raihan was vice president. it was hilarious because we were bullshiting like nobody's business. class reunion at the istana. hah. in my dreams. fast forward to form teacher contact time. we were suppose to figure out who the poem was suppose to reflect. i thought it was Ambition. but it wasn't. it was Habit.

which i dont really seemed to get, so i shant talk about it any further. so, training. it was good... very good... tiring, yes, but goood.. started off alright. not many attended today because the sec 2s were having their learning journey and sec 4s were having chinese enrichment classes. which shows that yes, sham and me were the only two consistent malay sec4 girls in canoeing. sad. so anyway, during the bus trip there, i slept very buruk-ly. i realise that my mouth was wide open a few times, but you really didnt need to know that!! we were in the last group for the sets at first, which is of course, the slowest group. but we worked our way up till the first group and it felt good. but that also meant that the King would torture us for the 8th km, like he did with rou ning and vanessa during the 6th. i was dreading that moment. it was pure hell at first and i almost cried tears of frustration. he kept screaming for us to lean forward, pull the damn water, straighthen our legs but then all went silent during the last 400m. you've guessed it right. the King Capsized. honey, no matter how good you think you are, God's will is greater. quite frankly, i do not think method is all that important. neither is technique. its determination. its drive. its the ability to achieve a goal if you put your mind to it. ouh btw, we decided to name the signboard at the 750m mark 'Momok' --> irrelevant

how the heck did we come up with the name? well, funny you'd ask. but not to embarress anyone, i'll decide to keep my mouth shut, unless anyone is curious to find out. so anyway, i sang my all time favourite song, in tune, after canoeing for the the whole of the bleeding evening.

I heard you're doing okay,
but i want you to know,
(everybody now)
I'm ADDICT, I'm ADDICTED TO YOU,
i can't pretend i dont care,
when you dont think about me,
do you think i deserve this?...

fast forward to the chorus!!

I'm trying to forget that I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it I'm addicted to you
Now it's over Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
(everybody now)
Heartbreaker!!!

aww.. man.. i love this song. no particular face to match it but i remember when this song came out. it was in 2004. bittersweet memories. suntanning at kallang during the july competitions. pure bliss. i was young, carefree and innocent. yea right. i attracted so much attention esp. from the damai people. finally, i was having fun during training. so sad can!! anyway, i notice there was one josephian who's really2 cute. he was on a K1 today. but sham-poo begged to differ.. fine!! at least i dont hav a fettish for older men! *sticks out tongue*

so after training. slept on the bus, this time, being less obvious. hahax.. was suppose to run 15 rounds, like the rest, but thank god, i had tuition and bubu was fetching! so, i escaped this time. doubt i'd be lucky for the next training. was late for amaths tuition because i woke up at 7.50 and tuition starts at 8pm. i did my homework already, so no worries. as usual, it was really fun. sham-poo!! u've gotta join. then you can skip running after friday training!! my contacts was giving me problems throughout the session and i couldn't concentrate much but no matter, mr vijay made approximation for differentiation easier to understand. just remember:
delta y = dy/dx * delta x.

i'm doing morning digest on the 6th of March with Hidz so fingers crossed that its going to be funny but relevant to the given theme 'resilient spirit'. this is the end of my blog entry. thank you for your kind attention.