i've realized a few things today and felt that i should share it with y'all. friends are important. duh. i cant live without my crazy friends. they're there when im down, they'e there when i'm up, when i need somebody to talk to, when i need somebody to shop with, drag to the toilet with, watch a movie with, to bitch with, to send junkmails to, to seek a second opinion on anything, to laugh at when they're in an awkward position like buying sanitary towels for their moms.. cant resist that last bit.. hehe..

well, i love my parents but maybe sometimes one just needs a friend. somebody was talking to me the other day, trying to recall when was the last time he/she went out alone. i cant remember the last time when i went out alone (not including going to the econ minimart a few blocks away). but i can remember the last movie i watched alone. and man, that was a real sad situation. it was a romantic comedy and i had no one to laugh with. i sat through the whole movie, practically soundless. i used to think that being alone can be great sometimes, to have a little 'me' time.

but i dont know, isnt being in one's own room at night, the period where one's head touches the pillow, consider as 'me' time? or is it just me? food for thought eh. i used to be alone all the time during my primary school days. my parents were seldom at home and well, i was always at home. now im barely at home. but it kinda works for me. i still get to meet my friends AND parents everyday. yelah, kirekan i budak baiklah.. balik rumah slalu lepas skola. hahax.. i dun mind being call that either. im weird. the whole world is weird. full of stereotypers and discriminators, but thats another topic reserve for another blog entry.

so anyway. my day was 'fun'. hahax.. i dun mind being at home, unlike somebody i know.. hehe.. watched 'memoirs of a geisha' with sham and shuib. sham, sarah, shuib.. what an odd threesome eh.. the movie was nice.. but it was too fast at some parts and too draggy at others. nonetheless, it was a beautiful movie. i still want to get the book though. no people. no borrowing until im satisfied going through it at least twice. i love sayuri's eyes by the way, even if it was contacts. it was beautiful. like water.. ouh, and we smuggled in sturbucks fraps in a ripple plastic bag.. the genius behind this 'clever' suggestion is... sham-poo.. naturally. so, went to topshop.. sham was interested in clothes while i was interested in moisturizers from dirty girl.. fell in love with the peaches and cream one.. $26 ya noe people.. don't play-play.. topshop is not my heaven.. the sizes r way too big for me.. its like 'this fashion' for sham.. but more expensive.. after that sham wants to go home.. spoiler.. but went to tm for a bit because sham and shuib had to get some stuff.. i went to watsons, den guardian, den watsons and den guardian again.. man.. i probably burn off all the calories i gained from the frap.. wow.. i'm good.. so anyway, went around the whole of tm window shopping with shuib. man, if i'd known better i'd think i was shopping with a gurl.. kalah hannah.. ouh no.. hannah still holds the title of the most 'choosiest' or 'cerewet'.. in the end we left empty handed.. went home.. saw hamzah n the rest of the fityan guys.. hamzah so cutelah hamzah hahax.. den saw sufyan kopeng with isa outside 7 11.. weird fella lah.. never wave, just look down n told isa to look at me.. how awkward is that.. err.. very? yeah.. so thats all folks. will not update fer awhile, but still keep those taggys coming yah? thank u, luv u guys =)

things to remember: change songs in mp3, demand money from shuib, tell him not to be selfish, life's too short to be materialistic, must listen to own advice, get new phone, gain 5kg, do more standard push ups, beat kayla n hazel pair again in next training, find a way to convince ibu to give more money or ask abah, burn cd for hidayah, do amaths tuition hmwk, decide on what to wear for !smash'd, smile more, then again must not scare people with big eyes, must try the one look thing geisha's adopt.. yea rite.. find new set of housekeys..