Wednesday, October 05, 2005/2:30 pm
I have difficulty waking up this morning.
Is it me or do you people feel the difficulty today?Well, its just me isn't it?

Today was suppose to be special. Today was suppose to be significant. Today was suppose to be fun. But it somehow wasn't for me.

I feel alone. I feel left out. I feel insignificant.

Is that how one suppose to feel during this Holy month of Ramadhan?

I can't swear, I'm not suppose to.

I can't vent my anger. I can't say what's on my mind. How come?

Yesterday I went for my first terawih prayer at Masjid Taqua. Well, not exactly my first because I've done it before during the Holy month of Ramadhan at, guess where, Masjid Nabawi Al Munawwarah when I went for Umrah in 2003 and well, its much better there than here, surprisingly.

I think I'm going to fail A-maths. Ouh goody. Must get my foundations right during the three week revision. I'm actually anticipating it! That's a change. The old Sarah hates studying. What telah happen to Sarah?

I feel melancholy. I feel dejected. Ya noe, people should appreciate the things that they have and stop pinning for things that they don't.

I need a life.

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